Stick a fork in my ass and turn me over I am completely full of vitriol today and I really need to purge it. There is no reason for me to be so angry other than April is behaving like a complete PRAT, attempting to throw her weight around when she has no authority beyond seniority. Unfortunately, I am LETTING HER bother me so, and I need to LET IT GO. SIGH I also should just stop watching such horrible movies and watch some great cinematic classics to put my head back into a good place. And go back to the gym and sweat all the vitriol out. My doctor tells me that I'm really not manic, that the Prozac is doing what it should, and the fact of the matter is that I need to stop being so hard on myself and RELAX more. Gary responded that I really should be getting on meds to PREVENT me from getting manic, and when I get to the actual mode of extreme behavior, it's going to be too late. And he says I should stop watching all the bad movies. Or at least watch something gentle. What, like WATERSHIP DOWN? That's a movie about bunny rabbits, after all. Bunny rabbits who hop and eat and have visions of death and drown and get caught in snares and fight bloody battles and get ravaged by dogs . . . AGHA;GH;DSTUAOIRHTODNVAKJGHSAOUDR Primal scream therapy there. Excuse me. I did ask Gary to take me on more dates. I feel we need more romance. Of course, we're working on our romance by getting our will drawn up this afternoon. I can barely WAIT until this cruise at the end of the month. I think it's just too damn hot here and my brain is cooking a little too well done.
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